The calm before the storm
great start to a day, my friends....
I got up early to ride w/ mom to my parents house, and then attended Mrs. Martin's funeral.... god that..... sucked... I'm sorry, no matter what way you look at it, funerals suck. Big time. All I could do was clench my hands and cry a lot.... and so many of my old teachers were there and were all hugging me. There really didn't seem to be a lot of students in attendance, and the only one I recognized was Jamie. I went to give Mrs. Kennedy a hug and she said she was so glad I was there... and Mrs. Briercheck held on to me so tight and just kept saying "She would have been so pleased to know you were here..." over & over. And I started bawling all over again. I saw Mrs. Steele, and she just looked at me, said "Oh honey...." and gave me a hug. I even saw Mr. Morey & hugged him too. Scary stuff....Sucks that it had to be something so tragic for me to see all these people. I then just chilled at my mom's until Bill picked me up & we got home. I mostly have just been sitting online & making food. A bit of tivo as well. And now I'm just sitting up here waiting on 7 ish to roll around, Huston & I are going to the drive in theatre to see Fantastic 4 and Mr. & Mrs. Smith. Should be a good time.
Been thinking a lot lately. Trying to figure out what I'm going to do about all this stuff going on in my life. School, money, a job.... oi. I haven't reached too many conclusions except that I know there are people who want to help me out. Just have to dig these people up... lol.
It seems there's been a sudden surge in guys either hinting at, or telling me they like me. It's flattering and all.... but.... I dunno. A bit frustrating I guess.
k well... I guess that's all for now.
*~Tsuki No Oni~*
I got up early to ride w/ mom to my parents house, and then attended Mrs. Martin's funeral.... god that..... sucked... I'm sorry, no matter what way you look at it, funerals suck. Big time. All I could do was clench my hands and cry a lot.... and so many of my old teachers were there and were all hugging me. There really didn't seem to be a lot of students in attendance, and the only one I recognized was Jamie. I went to give Mrs. Kennedy a hug and she said she was so glad I was there... and Mrs. Briercheck held on to me so tight and just kept saying "She would have been so pleased to know you were here..." over & over. And I started bawling all over again. I saw Mrs. Steele, and she just looked at me, said "Oh honey...." and gave me a hug. I even saw Mr. Morey & hugged him too. Scary stuff....Sucks that it had to be something so tragic for me to see all these people. I then just chilled at my mom's until Bill picked me up & we got home. I mostly have just been sitting online & making food. A bit of tivo as well. And now I'm just sitting up here waiting on 7 ish to roll around, Huston & I are going to the drive in theatre to see Fantastic 4 and Mr. & Mrs. Smith. Should be a good time.
Been thinking a lot lately. Trying to figure out what I'm going to do about all this stuff going on in my life. School, money, a job.... oi. I haven't reached too many conclusions except that I know there are people who want to help me out. Just have to dig these people up... lol.
It seems there's been a sudden surge in guys either hinting at, or telling me they like me. It's flattering and all.... but.... I dunno. A bit frustrating I guess.
k well... I guess that's all for now.
*~Tsuki No Oni~*