Jan 25, 2004 05:02
It's amazing how quickly things change in every way. tonight very complete and real. I enjoy time, where ever i may end up I'll be for it. I'm thinking about life and suddenly the image of living is amusing. The feelings so perfect, indescribable. I've had fun while all has lasted it's been fucking real. Short lived hopes and false identity. Tomorrow I'll sleep just to fucking dream. Maybe I'll get an idea of the next couple of months. So scared to start over with it. I'll continue with everything just wasting time and money but earning more while I read. I'm scared of what you will bring but I'm sure it will be a pleasant surprise to say the least. I'm pretty much done with all that's just begun. all right I'm done.. thanks for talking....thanks for listening...thanks for breathing.
C