what's the point?? it all chaos
This girl i know from work, her boyfriend got into a car accident, a drunk driver hit him as he was exiting his drive way. The day that Daniella had her accident I was at a funeral. Things all around us are falling apart, what is the point?? What lies within all this chaos.
honestly, things get horrible before they can get better. Horrible things happen to amazing people and its not fair. But good things will come. I guarantee it. No matter who's fallen, they will get back or help others get back up.
I think that people do need to grieve but also remember that they have their own lives to live. Even though you may feel horrible for living while someone else is lying in an endless sleep, or is haveing a service done for them. To grieve is natural, but it is unnatrual to give up things you do, even little things like showering, or doing homework, or going to work, or even having sex. Honestly since this has happened to Daniella, I had to force myself to shower. Yesterday was the first day i could actually start doing homework. I have so many responsibilities right now and i put them aside for 2 whole days because I was just so out of it when i heard what happened. But just knowing that she is getting better and there is no negative news whatsoever allows me to still continue moving on with my life until i get to see her. I think about her every second of the day, but I also remeber the things i need to do. Daniella will recover and she will be the same Daniella we love. We just need to be strong and know she is getting better. Always pray for her and don't forget our responsibilites as well.
And I am so completely sorry about your's friend's loss. I feel like shit when i hear about drunk drivers. They need to invent something in EVERY car that you need to blow into it in order to start the car. Its not fair to the people on the road.
Cars are so dangerous and they kill and hurt people badly.
The word is constantly full of chaos danielle. I know its hard to understand but we don't see it until its right in front of our faces. It really does suck.
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