poem

[fallenangelscry]

~Picture~

I'm going to draw a picture
A picture with a twist
I'll draw it with a razorblade
I'll draw it on my wrist
As I draw the picture
A fountain will appear
As the fountain flows
My troubles dissapear

( i started cutting myself a couple of days ago and stopped after seeing how it hurt my sister. I love you Amber! thanks for being there!)

Comments

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[fallenangelscry]

yeah... because thats it... it doesnt matter what you say, i still feel as if you dont care... i dont know it doesnt matter. im still cutting if thats what you mean by dont hurt yourself. like when you emy, and kevin were in my room and i went to the bathroom, i cut myself, i think i actually got a little deeper, because how frikin upset i was. i dont know, it just works... in a twisted sort of way. i feel so much better, and it helps keep my mind off of the fact that no one cares... kind of like you and Kevin... see ya around... maybe. after this knowing you, you will tell kevin and the both of you owill not talk to me, leave me alone, go places together. and just be all fine and fuckin cheery like nothing ever fucking happened. oh well, and all that'll happen because you told kevin. it funny how you say that he has been the only one there and he only one to make you laugh... because that is complete bullshit... i've tried to be there for you but you always tell meto leave you alone. i have made you laugh numerous times. literally. well whatever... if you really feel that way then, OUCH! that fucking hurts, especially cuz i consisdered you my best friend. and you dont feel the same. well i dont know what else to say to you... i really dont. i think i got everything out but its not like it helped because i still feel pissed, hurt, lonely, empty, and ready to put a gash in my wrist.

ps: and why do you need to find out who that person is who replied to you, its not like you really care, do you? oh and also im replying so late because i just now saw that someone actually replied...