Aug 06, 2004 12:05
my god im so tired of all of this! every last bit of it. from kevin to cuttin to my moms wedding- ALL OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kevin- you say that you have told me that i am annoying--- BULL CRAP!!! i haven't heard you say it once, NOT FREAKING ONCE!!! the only thing i remember you saying is when i asked you if you thought i was annoying, and you said "if i thought you were annoying i wouldnt be hanging out with you ." so forget that. i want to be you friend, i really do but it is so hard to, especially when you keep crap from me. everybody else can call you a friend but i find it hard to when i dont even know you...
cutting- wow, i find that i am tempted to cut myself some more but cant because my mothers wedding is comming up soon and i cant wear my wrist band with my dress so therefore i have know where else that i can do it... or do i... (te feakin he!) YES!!! i do have a spot. go frikin team!!!
my moms wedding- dont really have a problem there... i just feel starved to death because i hardly eat anything so that i can fit into a frikin dress... damn dress i would rather go nakie! if i dont start to look and fell thinner, im going to start to make my self throw up! (i hear it works)
anyways, moving on... im listening to I.C.P's The Great Malinko! woo frikin hoo!!! i love it! (i love Bizaar more!) well im gonna go, i want to hang out with shalita and my sister. ciao!
~*angie*~