Feb 16, 2006 19:45
Why is it that everything seems so messed up for me? Its not fair that i have to go through life wondering what i did wrong to all those people. Have THEY changed? Or am i just becoming a strangly new person? Everything is so screwed up. I cant sleep right, ive been sick for 3 weeks, the food i eat dosent seem to be enough, im more quiet but yet outgoing. What is wrong with me???? The thoughts of certain people make me want to cry, scream, or hide. I dont know why tho! Its not like they've done something to me or anything... this is just getting out of hand. I dont talk to anyone anymore. The only people i exactly talk to are Julia, Karlee, and Clay. Gawd, i wish some things would just change. Maybe this weekend i can try starting over. Or maybe that would be the wrong idea. This is REALLY weird. Has anyone else ever felt this way? HELP ME!
Love love love
Kimmeh