my lovers in pennsylvania...<3
"Thanks For The Misery"
How did you do this to me
How could you do this to me
I guess I'm horrible for you
I guess it's what the people do
I heard you're moving out of here
You know I'm getting out
I hope that things work out for you
I hope that he works out for you
I wish that we worked out for you
I know we'd never work for you
I guess I'm horrible for you
I guess it's what the people do
I heard you're moving out of here
You know I'm getting out
im leaving ohio...
i swear im gonna stick a gun to my temple and blow my brains out! quick and painless. this place is full of misery....you can say i created this mess out of my own free will. but it was the people who i thought were so dear and true friends who did this to me. and it hurts. people can be so self absorbed. in it for their own amusement and pleasure. they could care less what they do to me. like im just a rag doll they get tired of and throw it away, cause theyre bored. they want something new, not some old toy. i feel like im boring, im nothing new....just plain.
why do i deserve this pain? i dont think there is a God anymore. he doesnt seem to care. if there is, he must not notice me. im plain, i dont stand out... im just ordinary.
i mean nothing to this place we call findlay, muther fucking ohio!!!!!!!
im a dreamer and i dreamt of something i can't have...i give up, i've failed you one last time. im so sorry......
(this has nothng to do with you wiL) but in a way it does...i'm going to live with you someday, and be the happiest i have ever been. i love you so much <3333333
How did you do this to me
How could you do this to me
I guess I'm horrible for you
I guess it's what the people do
I heard you're moving out of here
You know I'm getting out
I hope that things work out for you
I hope that he works out for you
I wish that we worked out for you
I know we'd never work for you
I guess I'm horrible for you
I guess it's what the people do
I heard you're moving out of here
You know I'm getting out
im leaving ohio...
i swear im gonna stick a gun to my temple and blow my brains out! quick and painless. this place is full of misery....you can say i created this mess out of my own free will. but it was the people who i thought were so dear and true friends who did this to me. and it hurts. people can be so self absorbed. in it for their own amusement and pleasure. they could care less what they do to me. like im just a rag doll they get tired of and throw it away, cause theyre bored. they want something new, not some old toy. i feel like im boring, im nothing new....just plain.
why do i deserve this pain? i dont think there is a God anymore. he doesnt seem to care. if there is, he must not notice me. im plain, i dont stand out... im just ordinary.
i mean nothing to this place we call findlay, muther fucking ohio!!!!!!!
im a dreamer and i dreamt of something i can't have...i give up, i've failed you one last time. im so sorry......
(this has nothng to do with you wiL) but in a way it does...i'm going to live with you someday, and be the happiest i have ever been. i love you so much <3333333