Another Day
So I wrote Luana this note yesterday, and nw she wants to talk to me.....I don't really feel like talking, hence the point of the note. Anywho, I'm so stressed out. It seems like everyone wants me to talk at the time that I just wish people would leave me alone. I feel so blah, like everything is slowly falling apart. It's like no one seems to understand that I just want some time to myself. THe thing that hurts the most, is I think I've been really mean to DJ, like I don't mean to be, it's just that he always asks me whats wrong, and I just don't wanna talk about it. I feel bad just saying, "oh I'm fine" esspecially cause I know he doesn't believe me. I just don't wanna talk about it, I don't wanna think about it, I Just wanna push it all away. But I can't. Things seem so shitty lately and I ca't seem to figure out why. BUt I guess life sucks for a reason sometimes, huh?