Apr 13, 2004 22:21
i guess im no good. at being a friend and a bf, and a person all together. i've lost my friend darian. i've been down since last night, becuse i've made courtney upset at me, and i am just feeling down all the time now. i am starting to hate life. if i could do anything right now, i would walk to courtneys, and apologize. and even if that meant walking in the freezing rain, and onto the highway in high traffic i would do it. becuase i feel like a fuckin asshole. and i guess im right to feel that way.