Wowsers
I keep forgetting I have this thing. And I hate that. I keep looking for outlets, for places to vent, for a forum for my ideas...and here one is, all along, just patiently waiting.
Funny thing, though...that's exactly how I'd describe myself. There is a woman that I have my eye on...she is beautiful, smart, funny, and beautiful. And yet, she sees me as a friend, so I know I'm already set up for a heartache (I think now, the sadistic side of me is just seeing how long can I prolong this heartache), but here I sit, patiently waiting, for her to remember I'm here to fulfill everything she needs.
Anyway, I remembered this journal at the last second, and felt I should post here, just to see if it's still active. I'm glad to see that it is. I don't know when my next post will be, but hopefully, it'll be a post of good cheer, instead of anxious waiting and puppy love. Good cheer to you all.
Funny thing, though...that's exactly how I'd describe myself. There is a woman that I have my eye on...she is beautiful, smart, funny, and beautiful. And yet, she sees me as a friend, so I know I'm already set up for a heartache (I think now, the sadistic side of me is just seeing how long can I prolong this heartache), but here I sit, patiently waiting, for her to remember I'm here to fulfill everything she needs.
Anyway, I remembered this journal at the last second, and felt I should post here, just to see if it's still active. I'm glad to see that it is. I don't know when my next post will be, but hopefully, it'll be a post of good cheer, instead of anxious waiting and puppy love. Good cheer to you all.