"you see her confidence is tragic..."

[fallenangel34]

Wow. Some days I really do miss going to Washingtonville. It just sucks. It sucks that I never see my friends. And it sucks that I never talk to any of them. And as much as I hate to admit it I totally cut them out of my life. And I hate that. I hate myself for that. These were the people who understood me and everything that I was going through. I was going from guy to guy and cheating on this one and using that one and they never once judged me. I would come into school with my body just butchered and they wouldn't force me to talk. If I wanted to they would listen to me bitch and rant for hours. Or if I didn't wanna talk they would just hold me. They helped me to see that I'm not crazy. I'm not obscenely fucked up. I'm a girl who sometimes doesn't know how to handle situations and resorts to hurting herself. I'm not a psychopath despite what half the world thinks. And they helped me to see that. They also showed me how making out with girls is just as much fun as making out with boys. They really helped me to learn so much about myself and life in general. And I'm gonna miss them so much once I move. But I'll be driving by then, so it won't be that bad, right?

All of you Washies, I miss you so much. I think about you guys every day. Hell, your pictures take up my entire locker. I may not be around much, but you guys will always be in my heart.