Apr 23, 2005 00:53
well tonite was ite i gues had fun but it made me depressed listen to one car funeral sing jake made me think about trevor then meeting zach made me want to get to kno him then seein him all over his gf made me not want to i hate standing in a cowd and being alone...everyone had someone and i had no one im just tired of bein alone i hate seeing people together and so happy knowing i dont have that i wanted my zach to go so this wouldnt happen but he couldnt and i understand its not his fault its just when im around ppl and they r all makin out holdin hands it makes me think about will and just how much i hate bein alone and not being wanted i kno to people they think its so easy to get over trust me ive heard it all o ull find some one ure still young u have college yea i kno but im tired of being alone now not then wat did i do so wrong that made me have to wait to be happy well im done thinkin about what makes me depressed i think ima go to bed prolly cry a lil while and talk to zach more first mayb well make plans for this weekend and i can get my mind of this shit well see ya all soon