Life and me just dont get along
OK so far this week nothing has gone right. Will is supposed to go to his aunts tom so i can see him and his family but no one knows whats going on, school is driving me crazy, especially the people i dont even know who my friends are anymore. Im really getting annoyed by nicky she expects me to follow her around and do everything for. I cant even do what i want i have to wait for her and i hate being like that. im my own person and she dont get that. the worse part is i cant explain it to her without her geting pissed and hating me but why cant things just be easy for once. each day gets harder as i get older and im tired of it. Some people just have it so easy but they just dont realize it Yesterday i got a 2 bills and i dont even have a job to pay for it and it pisses me off more than anything and now even more stuff with will i just want it to all go away and i just wanna start over. I want college to come faster so i can get away from manor and the people and make new friends and fall in love with sum1 new and not worry about being alone bc will and his gf are in this stupid relationship that just wont end and it keeps draggin on and not going newhere im tired of handling things and i feeel like giving up but he wont let me he wants me to hang on for him and the chance of us getting back together i mean he got so pissed at me the other night for tryin to give up on us but idk is there even an us can i call our relationship us is it even a relationship were just friends but more how do i describe it i hate not knowing what my life is doing or where im going if sum1 one has ne clue of what i shud do tell me im up for ne advice now bc ive run out of my own and its starting to affect every moment in my life right down to my sleeping habits!!!!!