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it was funny at first but now it's getting old, the way you seem to reappear when I start moving on. well, I heard you were at some parties, getting high with my friends. hey, baby, it's kinda funny you started smoking weed again. nowadays i get up, i don't do half the stupid things I did behind your back. in fact, since you have been away, i've had no use for that. But i've come dangerously close to giving it all up. you know, you weren't the only one I didn't pretend to love. do you remember when you were away at school and i was still living with my mom? do you remember the things we'd say to each other over the phone? one night you were so drunk that you said you could be with me forever and thats when i said, "my dear, that'd be my pleasure."