She wore what?!
Quick update before work...
Friday - Shorts
Saturday - Shorts & a halter top
Sunday - Skort
Monday - Finally got my membership to the Y all straightened out, so at 7:15 me, Toni, Ed & Joe all went. Worked out from 7:25ish to 8:00. I was on the treadmill for 15 minutes, then did little machines. At 8:00 we went into the pool, & I wore my BIKINI!! :o I had to wear a tank top, because my boobs kept popping out, but I didn't wear any shorts. Boy did I feel naked & awkward. After a little bit I didn't care as much. Swam until about 8:50, got all wrinkly! Had to get out & walk a little to grab my towel, felt like the world was staring at me =( Oh well. It's a breakthrough for me.
& now Tuesday - Shorts again
For the first time in my life, I'm starting to feel good about myself. I know I'm not skinny, but I think that's okay. I'd like to be skinny, yes. I'd like to walk out of my house & feel sexy for once, instead of trying to hide everything. Baby steps though, baby steps.
Still no Danielle. Not looking too good for me I'm afraid. =( So I might be going back to 20 hours a week. If that's the case, I'll probably get a second job. I really need money. =( Anybody need me to strip for them?
♥Timothy Michael♥
Friday - Shorts
Saturday - Shorts & a halter top
Sunday - Skort
Monday - Finally got my membership to the Y all straightened out, so at 7:15 me, Toni, Ed & Joe all went. Worked out from 7:25ish to 8:00. I was on the treadmill for 15 minutes, then did little machines. At 8:00 we went into the pool, & I wore my BIKINI!! :o I had to wear a tank top, because my boobs kept popping out, but I didn't wear any shorts. Boy did I feel naked & awkward. After a little bit I didn't care as much. Swam until about 8:50, got all wrinkly! Had to get out & walk a little to grab my towel, felt like the world was staring at me =( Oh well. It's a breakthrough for me.
& now Tuesday - Shorts again
For the first time in my life, I'm starting to feel good about myself. I know I'm not skinny, but I think that's okay. I'd like to be skinny, yes. I'd like to walk out of my house & feel sexy for once, instead of trying to hide everything. Baby steps though, baby steps.
Still no Danielle. Not looking too good for me I'm afraid. =( So I might be going back to 20 hours a week. If that's the case, I'll probably get a second job. I really need money. =( Anybody need me to strip for them?
♥Timothy Michael♥