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Please tell me its worth it... That wasting almost 7 years of my life on a company that barely knows my name is worth it... Somehow...
I dont know what it is about today that makes me really fight with myself about staying here... All i want to do is just get up and walk out the door and never come back. I dont care much for making a scene, i just dont want to do this anymore. I get no enjoyment outta it, no thank you's, no smiles. Its almost like i might as well not even be here at all, they pay no more attention to me then a regular old office plant... At least plants give off oxagen... What do i do besides keeping this damn office open and running to the best of my ability. Keeping it stocked enough to pick up the slack of the other offices. Reminding agents how to sell a damn house even thou they have been in the business before i was even fucking born.
This isnt even what i want to do with my life... God i really dont want to do this for the rest of my life... Please tell me its worth it... somehow...
I dont know what it is about today that makes me really fight with myself about staying here... All i want to do is just get up and walk out the door and never come back. I dont care much for making a scene, i just dont want to do this anymore. I get no enjoyment outta it, no thank you's, no smiles. Its almost like i might as well not even be here at all, they pay no more attention to me then a regular old office plant... At least plants give off oxagen... What do i do besides keeping this damn office open and running to the best of my ability. Keeping it stocked enough to pick up the slack of the other offices. Reminding agents how to sell a damn house even thou they have been in the business before i was even fucking born.
This isnt even what i want to do with my life... God i really dont want to do this for the rest of my life... Please tell me its worth it... somehow...