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So here I am taking up room on your friends page... That is if anyone considers me a friend... So yeah sometimes it sucks being friends with mainly guys... The few and only girls I choose to converse with *Poof* have disappeared! I sent out "Have you seen..." newsletters and to no avail nothing in return. Ho hum. So what do you do when your not quiet a girlie girl yet your not really one of the guys? For as long as I can remember I always wanted to be one of those "skinny" girls who always seemed to have those slow motion entrances the ones that guys would suck it in as she passed and mutter "Daaaaammmmmmnnnnnn". And because of this I had many doubts about myself, shit who am I kidding I still have them. But that’s one of the many things I love about Marcus. In his eyes I am one of those girls, I have the perfect body (Ha), I have the slow motion entrances, I am the one who takes his breath away. And for this I feel this little thing begin to grow in me, to everyone else I believe its called "Self esteem". And I don't mind that Its only in his eyes that I truly do feel beautiful because that’s what allows me to smile when times are rough, get out of bed in the morning, to live...
So I don’t mean to be depressing and then get all mushy, I just happen to be able to catch this thought as it ran through my head. So I think ill end it like that...
So I don’t mean to be depressing and then get all mushy, I just happen to be able to catch this thought as it ran through my head. So I think ill end it like that...