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well i havent updated in a hile and it is quiet weird but anyways life is just as shitty as ever i feel like crying...let me rephrase that ive been crying and feel like doin it some more....
well my parents baiscally hate all of my friends and there is this whole halloween party on friday that at the start of the month my mom said i could go to now she doesn't even want to let me go and im so fucking depressed right now.....
I am soo lost i cut my self about a week ago and it was pretty bad and its gna leave a nice scar but things have never gotten that bad my prents are all we know whats best fro you and i agree in SOME situations they do and in others they dont they say i've been sad but ive been happier then ever and my parents have disallowed me to see my BEEST friends who have done more for me then people ive knownfor years and it kills me and THEY make me sad and want to do this....
Its gotton to the point where im afraid to be home because im afraid od what i will do to myself and it really really scares me soooo much and i cant take it anymore
and i cant take hurting myself and hurting the ppl around me
Naomi spent over $100 ON Decorations for a halloween party that she was throwing so she could see me and that may not even work out
well my parents baiscally hate all of my friends and there is this whole halloween party on friday that at the start of the month my mom said i could go to now she doesn't even want to let me go and im so fucking depressed right now.....
I am soo lost i cut my self about a week ago and it was pretty bad and its gna leave a nice scar but things have never gotten that bad my prents are all we know whats best fro you and i agree in SOME situations they do and in others they dont they say i've been sad but ive been happier then ever and my parents have disallowed me to see my BEEST friends who have done more for me then people ive knownfor years and it kills me and THEY make me sad and want to do this....
Its gotton to the point where im afraid to be home because im afraid od what i will do to myself and it really really scares me soooo much and i cant take it anymore
and i cant take hurting myself and hurting the ppl around me
Naomi spent over $100 ON Decorations for a halloween party that she was throwing so she could see me and that may not even work out