I think I may be crazy
Yeah, I think I may be crazy. Let me tell you why.
There is this guy named Tony who lives in Alabama who I've been talking to for like 3 years on the net. Well last night he asked me out and I said yes. I swore that I would never get involved in an internet relationship again, but I have. I feel like I know him and he is really sweet to me and treats me good, me and him have never fought. So I think we can make this work until he leaves for boot camp. Turns out my dear ol' babe got into some trouble with the law and can be shipped to boot camp at any minute. He told me that a while ago and now I'm scared about that. I'm trying not to think about it, but its hard you know. Tony said that the next time mom isn't home he is going to call me so we can talk on the phone :D. I'm excited. lol. He is a good guy ya'll. I'm not going to meet him so dont worry about that. I'm just having fun until I can get someone here. I'm not using Tony, I know it sounds like it, but I'm not. I wouldn't have gone out with him if I didn't care about him. And the best thing about Tony is he loves me for me and my personality and he loves me. I feel good when I'm talking to him. And its not all about sex either!
I felt so sick all day and I dont know why. I slept on the bus on the ride home so I feel a little better now. I'm glad I do too.
Tomorrow I drive in Drivers Ed!!! Yay! I'm so excited!!!! lol. Maybe if I do good Mom will let me go get my permit, I hope!
Well. You guys can leave me notes telling me I'm crazy for dating Tony. I'll still love you.
Love you guys. Kissez and Hugz for everyone.
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