Eating disorders are a disease, not a lifestyle. this weekend i did something so horrible... so wonderful...
i just wish it would of worked...
to someone in which i love: i don't mean to hurt you, i never want you to be sad or depressed... or anything bad again. i want only for you to be happy and live a good life. you mean so much to me, i can't even begin to explain what i would do if you weren't in my life. you have never, and will never do me wrong. i trust you. i confide in you. i come to you when i need help. and i want to thank you for giving me that freedom of being able to. i love you.
on that note...
im in school right now, 3rd hour, but i dont feel good so mr. davidson let me go to the library to sit on the computer all hour long. i actually got to read my friends list and stuff. it was good.
my head hurts so bad right now.
there is a class in the library right now.
i gave jimmy $5 today. i think i may have needed that cash.
damnit.
im still a bit sick, i wish i felt better.
i could use a smoke too...
i also could use a place to live... any ideas?
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