Nov 06, 2008 14:26
A sense of worthlessness lately. I'm depressed. I'm rejecting john.
and it's all his fault. I know he's a stupid guy, but he watches pr0n more than he fucks me.
Yep. Fellin' pretty inadequite. *nods*
Shouldn't I be enough woman for him? If he loves me as much as he says he does, why does he virtu-fuck hentai girls in flash games?
The worst thing is he hides it & lies about it.
Maybe all boys are this way.
I'm begining to wonder if I 'll ever be happy. my face hasn't truely smiled in days.