Jun 01, 2004 04:40
For some one who is using this LJ to find himself again, I'm not putting a lot of effort in to this am i.
So let start to do this from the begin. I was born in Ireland in 1978 on the 16th june, which will make me 26 soon. Lived in Monaghan until i was 9 years old, at which time my parents moved us to England. Which is where i was educated and learned my first two trades, first off i was a printer of a national newspaper in london(that took five years of my life i'll never get back). After that took a year off learning how to build and repair computers, which it turned out i hated doing for a living.
In all this time i lived life to the full(sometimes to much, but ur only young once), I clubbed and partied hard. Loved shopping for clothes, loved my drugs, and the friend i did these things with (who were from all over the world) .
I was even engaged to be married, to the woman who could possible have been the love of my life (i how ever was not the love of her life, cause he was sleeping at least two other men up to 3 months before the wedding). So when i found her cheating had to cancel the wedding, there i nothing as depressing as having to call guests and explain that their presence will no longer needed. After that i decided to come home to Ireland with my mum and brother. Since then i`ve been doing contract work in the newspapers to pay the bills which has given me time to learn how to run my own business. Then there last summer the printing work dried up and so i had to find some thing new to pay the bills and that was when i started working in bars, at one point i was working in two bars and a night club(just cause i like it so much). Now i run a bar for two guys and i'm looking at buying my own small bar. The only thing that hasn't gone great for me since coming home is the fact that, in doing all these things i've lost myself and have no way of enjoying them. That was until i started using this LJ and found my confidence has grown so much that now i find myself around people i can talk to and finding myself in places i can go out too enjoy myself. The best part is now i've got women coming on to me which is alway good for the ego (sometime to good in my case).
There alot of details in between, but i`ll leave them for a nether night and i'm hungry so i'm going to eat.
Will someone help me with an icon.