yeah, you've been alone
I've been gone for far too long
but with all that we've been through
Life is so crazy. I've made plenty of mistakes in my life, but honestly, I'm pretty happy where they've
gotten me. I do wish there was things I could change, but for the most part, I'm enjoying my life. I'm
pretty sure I'm crazy, but its just something I've learned to deal with. I don't think most people know,
but if you could be in my head for just a day, I'm pretty sure you would think something was pretty
wrong with me. haha. I am completely indecisive, stubborn, flaky, sketchy, emotional, closed off about
anything that actually matters, selfish, worry about stupid stuff and try my best to not think about
things that are important, and just about happy with it. I am who I am, and I can't help being this way.
I never know what I want, and when I decide, I don't usually get it anyway. I get pissed off about little
things, but its things that mean something to me, whether they do to anyone else or not. I'm pretty sure
none of this is making any sense to anyone but me, but I don't ever know how to explain myself. I'm a much
better listener than...talker? idk, you get it, right? I am constantly repeating myself, most of the time
without even knowing it. I don't like talking in front of people I don't know very well, or that I'm not
really comfortable around. Sometimes I talk too much though, and tell people things I didn't really want
them to know, just for conversation's sake. I don't feel like my life has been all that interesting when I hear everyone else's stories. Sometimes I just want to go crazy, and say fuck this! & just do whatever I want, and then other times, I want to grow up and be done with all this partying and not getting real work done. buhhhhhhhhhh. I don't have any idea what I want, to be honest. For now, its just day by day, and hoping I don't die or do something irreversible in the process. Life is a ride, time to enjoy it.
never let it show
the pain I've grown to know
cause with all these things we do
it don't matter when I'm coming home to you
I reach towards the sky, I've said my goodbyes
my hearts always with you now <3
but with all that we've been through
Life is so crazy. I've made plenty of mistakes in my life, but honestly, I'm pretty happy where they've
gotten me. I do wish there was things I could change, but for the most part, I'm enjoying my life. I'm
pretty sure I'm crazy, but its just something I've learned to deal with. I don't think most people know,
but if you could be in my head for just a day, I'm pretty sure you would think something was pretty
wrong with me. haha. I am completely indecisive, stubborn, flaky, sketchy, emotional, closed off about
anything that actually matters, selfish, worry about stupid stuff and try my best to not think about
things that are important, and just about happy with it. I am who I am, and I can't help being this way.
I never know what I want, and when I decide, I don't usually get it anyway. I get pissed off about little
things, but its things that mean something to me, whether they do to anyone else or not. I'm pretty sure
none of this is making any sense to anyone but me, but I don't ever know how to explain myself. I'm a much
better listener than...talker? idk, you get it, right? I am constantly repeating myself, most of the time
without even knowing it. I don't like talking in front of people I don't know very well, or that I'm not
really comfortable around. Sometimes I talk too much though, and tell people things I didn't really want
them to know, just for conversation's sake. I don't feel like my life has been all that interesting when I hear everyone else's stories. Sometimes I just want to go crazy, and say fuck this! & just do whatever I want, and then other times, I want to grow up and be done with all this partying and not getting real work done. buhhhhhhhhhh. I don't have any idea what I want, to be honest. For now, its just day by day, and hoping I don't die or do something irreversible in the process. Life is a ride, time to enjoy it.
never let it show
the pain I've grown to know
cause with all these things we do
it don't matter when I'm coming home to you
I reach towards the sky, I've said my goodbyes
my hearts always with you now <3