And we said it would be funny to keep me hanging in suspense
Then I'd run over to your house and I'd scale the chainlink fence
That borders your back yard and then I'd climb through your window
And I'd whisper that I love you as you fall out of your clothes
And we'd lay there in the darkness like the dream of you I had
Where we captured all the fireflies and knew what time we had
Could be counted on our fingertips that almost made you cry
You let me hold you tightly as we said all our goodbyes, And
I don't know anymore.
I'm glad to not be in a relationship, which is odd for me.
Maybe I need time for myself? I don't know.
For once in years, I'm not focusing on anyone but myself.
If it happens, it happens. But I'm not looking anymore.
I want to just hang out. Soon it's all I'll have time for anymore.
Two jobs, school, friends; I won't have time for anyone.
Yet...I can't help the way I feel.
No, that doesn't mean I'm going to do anything about it.
I like being able to do what I want, when I want, with who I want.
I'm certainly glad to be home.
I do miss some of them though.
And, apparently they even miss me, haha.
I wouldn't go back, ever, though.
Things are looking up more and more.
I just wish you'd let me deal with this without your input.
I'm more than capable of figuring it out.
jshalfksjhdalshdfaklsjdfhadsl
All I know is:
1. People are morons, and liars. But you always need them.
2. I keep alot inside.
3. Life can turn out the complete opposite of what you wanted at the time, but its still beautiful and more wonderful than you'd expect.
That borders your back yard and then I'd climb through your window
And I'd whisper that I love you as you fall out of your clothes
And we'd lay there in the darkness like the dream of you I had
Where we captured all the fireflies and knew what time we had
Could be counted on our fingertips that almost made you cry
You let me hold you tightly as we said all our goodbyes, And
I don't know anymore.
I'm glad to not be in a relationship, which is odd for me.
Maybe I need time for myself? I don't know.
For once in years, I'm not focusing on anyone but myself.
If it happens, it happens. But I'm not looking anymore.
I want to just hang out. Soon it's all I'll have time for anymore.
Two jobs, school, friends; I won't have time for anyone.
Yet...I can't help the way I feel.
No, that doesn't mean I'm going to do anything about it.
I like being able to do what I want, when I want, with who I want.
I'm certainly glad to be home.
I do miss some of them though.
And, apparently they even miss me, haha.
I wouldn't go back, ever, though.
Things are looking up more and more.
I just wish you'd let me deal with this without your input.
I'm more than capable of figuring it out.
jshalfksjhdalshdfaklsjdfhadsl
All I know is:
1. People are morons, and liars. But you always need them.
2. I keep alot inside.
3. Life can turn out the complete opposite of what you wanted at the time, but its still beautiful and more wonderful than you'd expect.