Apr 23, 2005 00:21
hmm so im officially 15. today waz pretty fun thanx to all of the ppl who remember my birthday and helped make it great!! you guyz are awesome. HA i smell like a man now!! go man deoderent cuz it smells hecka good. Yea ok so its kinda like my time to reflect now. ive come to realize a lot on the past year. and i mean a lot.
1) people are mean. people are selfish and ppl are backstabbing. and when it comes down to it some ppl are sweet as candy. Get to know people before you judge them. People normally act liek they do for a reason. Observvation is important to a certain level but when you just flat out dont interact life isnt worth your time.
2) I do not rule the world but i think i've alwayz known it but i bet it'll surprize a ton of ppl that i actually admited it
3) cheerleading is my outlet. Its one thing that i can do and that im good at. The only person i have to compete against during cheer is myself and that means a lot. No shadows for me to light up even ones that i imagine. Through all the stress and all the drama caused by cheer its more than worth it. So thank you to all my cheer girls and coaches you people are truely amazing. thanks.
4) the most unlikely of people are your best of friends. New friendships are the best. even though old friendships are good after every fight the friendship is renewed. So i guess for all my old friends out there dont be hurt you are my Trustworthy new friends only we have a history together.
5) you shouldn't have to be anyone other than who you really are because that just isnt right.
6) do everything for yourself. win for yourself, lose for yourself, make your own goals, motivate yourself and excel for yourself. Be who you are, dont do what ppl want of you do what you want of yourself.
7) People do not understand each other to a certain level. It doesnt matter how many physology degrees or how long you've known a person there will alwayz be feelings which you can't express to others but sometimes they are sweetest when they are kept to yourself.
8) Love yourself, hate yourself, but whatever you do be comfortable in your own skin because you are going to have to live with it for a mightly long time.
9) Time is wasted with aquard moments and beating around the bush. If you honestly have something important to say or do just do it becuz otherwise you will be looking at a world full of regret just trying to make up for shy or stupid moments.
10) last but not least. Other ppl dont matter. What they think is what they think and all its gonna do is screw around with your self confidence if you pay attention to what the hell they think, hey dont get my wrong friends are essential but when you start to life your life around ego boosts and preformed opions then the quality of it just goes downhill. Letting other ppl think for you is shit.
Yea thats my advice to myself and anybody else can choose to take it if they want. Agree with it, disagree with it but just read it and tell me your opinion. Sometimes opionions and feelings should be voiced so a hole world of hate can be avoided.
I love most people. i love ppl. And i love life, mb i dont value each individual as much as they deserve including myself but love what you got or change it.
Always,
Lori