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so ive been out of school since the 18th of may so its been 3 weeks ... right? something like that ... well ne ways ... its been the most amazing 3 weeks ... babysitting and working kinda suck but u know ... it happends ... and i have to make money somehow dont i ? well ... ne ways ... 3 weeks without freaking out is a good thing ... i dont think ive ever done that ... i mean i do get a little upset sometimes and i do get sad and lonely but over all so far everything has been amazing ... theres a few things that do suck ... me and jon are not speaking ... i dont know why ... lenny doesnt seem to want to talk to me really ... and i feel like im gonna break some hearts soon ... but amazingly none of that is bringing me down .. u would think it would right? eh i guess im just thinking why should i make my summer be full of me being upset ... i only have 2 months or so with my friends, why should i waste it?
i did however sit around and think alot which we all know is never good for me but whatever ... sometimes i think im such a flirt and i lead people on ... but ive already established with at least one person that i dont want a relationship with him ... at least not right now ... the other one on the other hand ... i dunno ... so much fun the past few days ... hehe ... im a goof i know ... this has become a very pointless blog ... it had a point ... i just got off track ... blahness .... :)
also ... i miss my wife :(
i did however sit around and think alot which we all know is never good for me but whatever ... sometimes i think im such a flirt and i lead people on ... but ive already established with at least one person that i dont want a relationship with him ... at least not right now ... the other one on the other hand ... i dunno ... so much fun the past few days ... hehe ... im a goof i know ... this has become a very pointless blog ... it had a point ... i just got off track ... blahness .... :)
also ... i miss my wife :(