May 09, 2006 09:48
im better
exausted
but better
im just so drained ... mentally, emotionally, and physically
i did alot of thinking this week/ weekend
and chris helped ... sometimes i wish i could hang out with him more then i do ... which is pretty much never lol
prom was amazing
tiring and all but amazing none the less
geri is the funniest child alive lol im so glad i went with him
my friends are a wild and crazy bunch
me and jon have now hit the friend level i believe
no more lies
no more fighting
just us being us
5 more class days left
and then out of this hell hole and i can finally relax
well at least about graduating
and all the drama thats in this school
as for college - my dad hasnt done alot of the stuff i need him to and i would do it except i dont have the ability to figure out a payment plan for him lol ... ack ... i know it shouldnt be him doing it i mean it is my schooling right but i dunno how to do it and its not like he even trys to explain it to me
whatever
"everything will be okay, if we all just smile"