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Maybe I'll be a photographer when I grow up. That could be fun. But not a National Geographic photographer. Their job is cool but its also a complete bitch. Seriously. I had a shelf of books half on me today at work. Between that and the kids makeing a mess I almost started throwing books at patrons. I hate patrons. I was out too late last night with James and the others. Way too late. It was a good time though. I laughed more than I have all weekend, and I really needed it. Skipped class this morning, went to the photography class where we watched a film about National Geographic Photographers (hence the part above), and then in math class we had some old guy as a substitute so I just walked out. I finished shooting a roll of film tonight for my class. Its all pretty much gonna suck. I already know that, but hey, whatever. Tommorow I need to get it developed, write the paper for that class, write the paper for my religeion class, go to astronomy which will be boring as fuck, go to work, and then the evening... we'll see. Maybe I'll do something. Hopefully I'll do something. I hate being cooped up now and I just want to go out. I'm tired of thinking for once. I hate it. I wish I could stop but I can't. I hate thinking about all this. Fuck.
I watched Bronwen's house for her all day yesterday. Her daughter spent the entire time in her room, and any time she had to come downstairs she rushed around as quick as possible. I think I scared the kid. I also think I messed up their TV. Its one of those TVs wich way too many options that requires a 4 hour class to properly operate. Consequently I coudln't operate it. The circus is going to be in town in November. I want to go. I'll have to see whos available. I also want to see a play. Tinkerbell has a place I might head out to. It might be Wicked or some other wizard of oz thing. We'll see.
Everyone else thinks one thing and I don't want to agree with them. I wonder why. I think I know why actually. I'm afraid I'm just being delusional though.
I am currently scaling my days from 1-10. 1 is a grand day and 10 it an absoutely terrible day.
Monday (today): 7
Sunday (yesterday) 7-10 (it varied)
Saturday (the day before yesterday): 32 (notice off scale)
Friday (the day before yesterday's yesterday): 5 (good parts, bad parts)
Thursday (don't even ask): 3 (art museum and philosophical conversations)
Thoughts for Today:
-even open minded individuals are closed minded about some things.
-philosophers are bitches who always need to be right.
-maybe I'll go into sign language.
-my nephew needs a hair cut.
-according to people I can be excessively difficult sometimes but its more than worth it.
-that last one made me smile and helped some.
-while I am most definetly not jewish I think that some times God forgets that.
-God= Invisible Sky Beast.
-Kitarn is one bitch to fight.
-Mike is a complete bitch and occasionally a whore.
-Mike doesn't read this.
-I have a habit of looking for answers even if there painful. I want to know.
-This last one is aimed at one person, and its the only one aimed at some one.
-Do you really thin so? Or are you just saying that? Not "theres always a chance of some thing happening", but do you really think so? Or did you just say that? You said no more jerking around. I want to know.
This pointless update has been brought to you by the letter "B" and "H", and by the "Bushes".
Wonder if anyone'll get that.
I watched Bronwen's house for her all day yesterday. Her daughter spent the entire time in her room, and any time she had to come downstairs she rushed around as quick as possible. I think I scared the kid. I also think I messed up their TV. Its one of those TVs wich way too many options that requires a 4 hour class to properly operate. Consequently I coudln't operate it. The circus is going to be in town in November. I want to go. I'll have to see whos available. I also want to see a play. Tinkerbell has a place I might head out to. It might be Wicked or some other wizard of oz thing. We'll see.
Everyone else thinks one thing and I don't want to agree with them. I wonder why. I think I know why actually. I'm afraid I'm just being delusional though.
I am currently scaling my days from 1-10. 1 is a grand day and 10 it an absoutely terrible day.
Monday (today): 7
Sunday (yesterday) 7-10 (it varied)
Saturday (the day before yesterday): 32 (notice off scale)
Friday (the day before yesterday's yesterday): 5 (good parts, bad parts)
Thursday (don't even ask): 3 (art museum and philosophical conversations)
Thoughts for Today:
-even open minded individuals are closed minded about some things.
-philosophers are bitches who always need to be right.
-maybe I'll go into sign language.
-my nephew needs a hair cut.
-according to people I can be excessively difficult sometimes but its more than worth it.
-that last one made me smile and helped some.
-while I am most definetly not jewish I think that some times God forgets that.
-God= Invisible Sky Beast.
-Kitarn is one bitch to fight.
-Mike is a complete bitch and occasionally a whore.
-Mike doesn't read this.
-I have a habit of looking for answers even if there painful. I want to know.
-This last one is aimed at one person, and its the only one aimed at some one.
-Do you really thin so? Or are you just saying that? Not "theres always a chance of some thing happening", but do you really think so? Or did you just say that? You said no more jerking around. I want to know.
This pointless update has been brought to you by the letter "B" and "H", and by the "Bushes".
Wonder if anyone'll get that.