Mar 29, 2004 02:46
No fucking details for anyone but my own mind....just have to write something for myself to look back on and know what I'm talking about.
My life has been going so shitty lately. I'm dropping out of school and my family will probably hate me. Those are two of the three most important things to me. The third most important thing to me just ended 5 minutes ago. So now I just sit and wonder....what do I do when everything important in your life goes to shit and "leaves your life". WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO!!!!! Usually maybe one or two of the things go wrong and you have something else that still keeps you standing.....but when all three happen I just feel I can't stand anymore. I'm very strong but this is too much.
Just like I don't want another family or a different way out with school, I don't want another love.
Lost....
~Jess