Jan 30, 2005 12:07
dont ask? comment... lolz!!
*Believe in Love. It is the strength and the beauty that brings music to our souls.*
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How did I become nothing anymore
What changed my life around
I remember a lot of things and somehow I struggled through
But my biggest fall was you
I cant even sing from the heart
Everything tore it apart
And theres nothing to put it back together
Im drowning in my sorrow
Someone save me cause I just hit the wall
I have a feeling I cant go on
I fell like ive lost it all
Im leaving again
don’t make me feel worse than it already is
I have nothing
My souls up for bidding
Im going down
Tackled to the ground
Another fall I cant take
Another smile I cant bare to fake
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You want to know what I think
How about I show u in your sleep
Please don’t get mad, don’t hate me
I hide everything u see
What do I think?
Can you tell me first?
Were always holding on to what we dream
How do you draw or put in words just how deep your pain stings
In my head a death toll is said
The annoying bell rings
It wont leave me alone
Chasses after me
Never letting me see
just who I want to be
I can never see past the light
I can never do anything right
Why do I bother
Why do I try
Im braking down now
Starting to cry
Im going under
No one to bring me back
My world is falling
Starting to crack
Im drowning
Why do I always screw things up
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Do you like my funny socks,..
Or the way I tie my shoes
.
Im wasting away
A blank page is written
Shreaded words leave from ink
The soothing stains
Leave behind the murmur
Of a once living soul
Here I am
All covered in my own defeat
Go ahead
Rub it in
Id do the same
Cause im wasting away
.
~I surrender
Its the age of heartbreak
We all go through the same kind of things
No need to elaborate
Why explain our pain spread through our veins
If everyone understands me
Yeah, same old stories
Yeah, same old feelings
Why bring It back again
(break)
When I wake up
It comes rushing back
When I stay up
I complain again
Its all inside my head
And its surrounded my heart
I surrender
White underwear goes up
It’s the age of denial
Disgust of one to another
What can I say
We all seem to feel the same