POP
so its been awhile since i posted in this thing and quite frankly i dont know why im posting in it right now. but i just havent been feeling right as of late. i mean yea im 21 now but shit i aint really been able to enjoy it yet. the only thing thats been on my mind is pop(adam's grandpa). he passed away on my birthday and its been the first close person to me to pass away and also its been the first skydiver that ive known personally to pass away and its just eating at me.
his funeral was today and it was as good as a funeral can get. he got the military funeral and it was really good and quite honestly it put me into tears. and to hear one of his sons talk about how passionately he loved skydiving and how he got his nickname cutaway jim, just got me. and then when he said he saw him cutaway for the last time on saturday really got me.
it all just really gets me thinking about what my purpose is here. what am i to do with my life. who am i to be. these are all questions i still need to figure out about me and ive been having trouble as of late doing so. well my mind is so jumbled right now. i had a bunch of stuff i wanted to post in here but i just cant put it into words. all i want to say is that you will be missed pop and i hope your having fun up there jumping all the time and we will meet again one day. until then pop, Blue Skies!!!
his funeral was today and it was as good as a funeral can get. he got the military funeral and it was really good and quite honestly it put me into tears. and to hear one of his sons talk about how passionately he loved skydiving and how he got his nickname cutaway jim, just got me. and then when he said he saw him cutaway for the last time on saturday really got me.
it all just really gets me thinking about what my purpose is here. what am i to do with my life. who am i to be. these are all questions i still need to figure out about me and ive been having trouble as of late doing so. well my mind is so jumbled right now. i had a bunch of stuff i wanted to post in here but i just cant put it into words. all i want to say is that you will be missed pop and i hope your having fun up there jumping all the time and we will meet again one day. until then pop, Blue Skies!!!