missin my girl

[fallen_over]

well here i am bored out of my mind cause my girl is off galavantin with her friends having a good time and im stuck here sick adn lonely.  its all good though cuase in the end shell come back to me. 


i start my last year of college tmr.  i cant wait for this year to be over, but then again it scares me to no end.  im halfway through college and im still not sure what i want to do with myself.  i guess ill just be doing a lot of searching this next year and find something.

i dont really think i got to much more to say except since my girl left ive felt kinda lost, like i dont know this lifestyle. teh only problem is ive had this lifestyle of sitting here doing nothing for a long time.  i think its the fact that for a month i spent so much time doing something that i forgot how it feels to do nothing.  oh well once school starts ill be good to go cause ill be doin that and working and jsut keeping busy.

well heres to the one i love.  only if we could be together everyday and not every couple months