my tongues the only muscle on my body that works harder than my heart
yesssssss.....so i went to an aquaintences house on saturday night [when i got back from disney] and i think i made a mistake with something...and im really sorry...shit..i sure know how to some times screw things...i just hope the other person involved didnt get involved..if that makes sense..i guess not...since theres no backround info here...all ill say is i did something that i feel awful for..and i know the person i think i hurt wont ever read this..but i really am sorry about the whole situation..it was awkward..i will say that...but it was an odd number [5] and there really wasnt anything i could do that would necessarily change the situation...
well...............................
i did have a super large amount of fun with you all [shelby job will and jermain]...it was a good time for the most part..i just made a stupid decision..which is wierd because i told myself i wouldnt do anything at all..and then i ended up doing something...interesting...how i told myself i was not doing what i said..but i did very little to stop it....
so..to the person i want to say this to...im soooo sorry..i cant even tell you..when i think of what i did..i get this awful feeling in my stomach..and i just feel so bad..its constantly on my mind too...i have trouble sleeping over it..and i think of it all the time..i dont want to hurt or loose you...so i apologize a hundred times over and over and over again...i cant say it enough...but i doubt youll read this...i just dont want to loose someone so important to me..over something so miniscule.
well...............................
i did have a super large amount of fun with you all [shelby job will and jermain]...it was a good time for the most part..i just made a stupid decision..which is wierd because i told myself i wouldnt do anything at all..and then i ended up doing something...interesting...how i told myself i was not doing what i said..but i did very little to stop it....
so..to the person i want to say this to...im soooo sorry..i cant even tell you..when i think of what i did..i get this awful feeling in my stomach..and i just feel so bad..its constantly on my mind too...i have trouble sleeping over it..and i think of it all the time..i dont want to hurt or loose you...so i apologize a hundred times over and over and over again...i cant say it enough...but i doubt youll read this...i just dont want to loose someone so important to me..over something so miniscule.