Apr 27, 2005 15:02
Ive always been a very firm advocate against psycho ex/current girlfriends. especially now, I thought Ive been very rational - I can still be labeled a bitch by most, but I didnt think I was a psycho bitch! so why am I being treated like that? all this time have I been one of them? is this the way they feel? wow - its just a crazy thought.. is that how he has seen me? maybe I should re-evaluate somethings I do. maybe being supporting and mature was really just hiding neediness & clingy insecurity.. but I didnt think thats the way I felt or what I wanted.. Im just in shock.. I just really dont understand & the thought that I could have been psycho, well wow.. I just dont know what to say. wow, just wow.
sixteen years & its done like this.
thats an amazing thought too.
or maybe he is just a complete asshole.
interesting.