i really have some venting to do..
I'M READY TO FUCKING KILL SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.. I AM SO FUCKING FED UP WITH EVERYTHING.
I'M NOT FUCKING PERFECT, BUT I'M NOT AS BAD AS YOU MAKE ME SOUND.
NOTHING I SAY COMES OUT RIGHT.
I ALWAYS HAVE GOOD INTENTIONS BUT YOU CAN NEVER FUCKING TELL.
I AM FAR FROM PERFECT AND IT FUCKING PISSES ME OFF.
I AM A JEALOUS BITCH AND I SHOULDN'T JUMP TO FUCKING CONCLUSIONS, BUT I DO.
I SHOULDN'T FEEL LIKE YOU'RE LOSING INTEREST BUT I FUCKING DO.
I SHOULD TRUST YOU MORE BUT I HAVE ISSUES WITH THAT KIND OF SHIT.
I'M SORRY I'M PROBABLY NOT AS PRETTY AS HER OR AS GOOD AS HER, BUT I WOULD LIKE TO THINK THAT YOU COULD THINK MORE HIGHLY OF ME ANYWAYS. AND IF YOU DO, FUCKING ACT LIKE IT.
I DON'T WANT TO SEEM LIKE A FUCKING PSYCHO, BUT I SEEMED TO HAVE MISSED THE PART OF COMMON SENSE THAT WOULD MAKE ME DEAL WITH MY PROBLEMS LIKE A NORMAL PERSON AND BE ABLE TO TALK ABOUT THEM. I FUCKING CAN'T.
I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND ANYTHING FUCKING POSITIVE ABOUT MYSELF RIGHT NOW AND MY SELF ESTEEM IS PROBABLY SOMEWHERE IN THE NEGATIVE REGION. I NEED SOMEONE TO FUCKING MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M WORTH SOMETHING..