Just a lil update

[fallen_forever6]

I figured I would update since I haven't in a while. Friday was the senior walk. I wanted to cry so bad! I was getting hugs left and right. It was sad. So many ppl were crying...I was like awww... :( I'm happy for them. Then after school I had my softball party. That was fun. Me, LaShonda and Jessica were driving to get pizza in coaches car and LaShonda turned the windsheild wipers on and we couldn't get them off. Lmao that was funny. Then we went swimming. We got our awards too. I got Most Dedicated Player, Best Defensive Player and MVP. <---That was my goal this season and I'm glad that I got it...Uhm, then I went to my brother Little Leauge game and Jeremy, Rustie and Carletta were there...That wasnt fun thogh cuz I was pissed off so yeah. After the game we went to the drive in and I fell aslepp lol. Uhm, then yesterday I went to Katie's for our dance thingy. That was fun. We all need to hang out more. So then I came home and did some major house cleaning lol. I cleaned the WHOLE house lol. My mom was happy so she's paying me lol. Thats like all I did yesterday. I talked to Phil for a long time. I swear I love that kid so much. He understands so much of what I'm going through and helps me with it so much. I'm gonna miss him so much when he leaves... :( And then today I haven't done anything either. Just sat around. Jeremy stopped by for like 10 minutes...thats about it. I've done a lot of thinking these past 2 days. I realized that there are things that I'm letting happen that don't need to and I'm not gonna let a certain somebody get in the way of what I want to do. So I just realized that I need to be more stronger and not let poeple get the best of me. A lot of things are gonna change now...thats all im gonna say. So i think im done here...I dont have anything else to write really...oh yeah 3 1/2 days left!! lol...

Oh btw i got a new email address...
xbentxnotxbrokenx@yahoo.com