this fucking rocks
well, its been a long while...let's see...
right now I am sitting in the back room of the guidance department on a computer, because i was not scheduled an 8th period class..so for today (the first full day) i came to guidance for 8th period to fix my damn schedule...and now for 8th period i have Fashion Merchandising...Im pretty sure annaliese has it, she said to take it, so i did, and im praying deeply praying that she is in it, cuz i have no idea what so ever what the hell it is. lmao. umm, no wait, they told me we put on the fashion show in the spring that sells out, and we have to run it(not model, direct it) and stuff like that, so well see. anyway, schools been pretty good so far, my classes are good, easy as hell for now except 2, but i have absolutley no one in most of them, im a loner haha, in almost all my classes but like 3, and im all alone basically at lunch, except ashley, but she kinda talks to everyone else that i dont know, and they seem to not care, so i dont either. lol. anyway, season opener tomorrow AWAY, TOMSRIVER EAST, BE THERE, OR dont. but i will be. come watch me sit the fucking bench cuz that seems to be the best position i play...yep. so. other than all of that..um...i get my license in a little more than 4 months..hopefully a car sooner, and a job even sooner...and umm....cantwait till soccer is over, i bust my ass in practice and dont play in games, its a great way to end my soccer career...13 years...gone, wasted on the bench cuz i dont kiss the coaches ass?..yea.
anyway, thats about all...my heart still kinda hurts from earlier this summer, only a few of u know what i mean, and only a few will know...umm, well its more than kinda hurts, more like kills, but hey, what the hell can i do, i do it to myself, ill get myself out of it..one day..maybe? or is it that one that will never go away, i dont know, and wont know for a while...so...now that ive type half a novel, i guess, ill go, work on some summer reading, since i have 20 something minutes left to do nothing but sit here in this back room that i have never seen before in my 2 years of srhs.
ps. my mom ran over my cellphone with the car (obviously) so it doesnt work a lot, u can still try, but i wont promise ill answer or it will ring...
right now I am sitting in the back room of the guidance department on a computer, because i was not scheduled an 8th period class..so for today (the first full day) i came to guidance for 8th period to fix my damn schedule...and now for 8th period i have Fashion Merchandising...Im pretty sure annaliese has it, she said to take it, so i did, and im praying deeply praying that she is in it, cuz i have no idea what so ever what the hell it is. lmao. umm, no wait, they told me we put on the fashion show in the spring that sells out, and we have to run it(not model, direct it) and stuff like that, so well see. anyway, schools been pretty good so far, my classes are good, easy as hell for now except 2, but i have absolutley no one in most of them, im a loner haha, in almost all my classes but like 3, and im all alone basically at lunch, except ashley, but she kinda talks to everyone else that i dont know, and they seem to not care, so i dont either. lol. anyway, season opener tomorrow AWAY, TOMSRIVER EAST, BE THERE, OR dont. but i will be. come watch me sit the fucking bench cuz that seems to be the best position i play...yep. so. other than all of that..um...i get my license in a little more than 4 months..hopefully a car sooner, and a job even sooner...and umm....cantwait till soccer is over, i bust my ass in practice and dont play in games, its a great way to end my soccer career...13 years...gone, wasted on the bench cuz i dont kiss the coaches ass?..yea.
anyway, thats about all...my heart still kinda hurts from earlier this summer, only a few of u know what i mean, and only a few will know...umm, well its more than kinda hurts, more like kills, but hey, what the hell can i do, i do it to myself, ill get myself out of it..one day..maybe? or is it that one that will never go away, i dont know, and wont know for a while...so...now that ive type half a novel, i guess, ill go, work on some summer reading, since i have 20 something minutes left to do nothing but sit here in this back room that i have never seen before in my 2 years of srhs.
ps. my mom ran over my cellphone with the car (obviously) so it doesnt work a lot, u can still try, but i wont promise ill answer or it will ring...