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today was a good day. i was pretty much lazy all day and took a nap (that was very much needed). zac and pat came over to hang out in town for awhile. we walked to the cemetary and sat on the the wall...next to a headstone that said "mary jane bush". haha. they smoked some weed and then we left and went to dad's old house down the street. i really miss that place. after finding a door we could actually get in we walked around the house. we ended up in mckenze's old bedroom upstairs. they smoked some more weed while i walked around looking at the stuff that got left behind. we stayed there for awhile, but then it started getting dark and the house was getting creepy. we left and walked down the road and stood in someone's driveway for like a half hour. jordan drove up with hibby, tj, and overfield. they were on their way to pick up diana and then they were going egging. for some reason overfield gave pat an egg and as they were pulling out of the driveway, he threw it at the car. apparently jordan's window wasn't all the way up and he got egg all over him. overfield jumped out of the car and pegged pat with an egg then jumped back in and they drove off. haha-pat got egged...that's hilarious. we stood in the driveway for a little while longer and decided that maybe we should actually walk somewhere. we ended up walking to video king to warm up. we were in there for awhile. that got kind of boring so we left and walked back to the cemetary. we followed some drunk dude up cemetary road. the guy couldn't even walk straight-he was all over the road. he disappeared and we walked back to the the wall and sat next to mary jane again. they smoked some more weed and zac's parents called and said they were 2 minutes away. he told them to meet us at original's. we were almost there and they called him again. wow...we were right there, lol. they gave me a ride home so i didn't have to walk-it was chilly outside (even though for some reason the only part of me that was cold was my fingers. strange-because usually i'm freezing. but whatever.) tonight was definitely a good night...i liked it:) it's so nice to finally feel happy again...i think it'll do me good. i talked to amanda today-she yelled at me for how much i've changed and the downfall that i've taken. even though i didn't like the idea of her yelling at me, she's right. i know she's right (thank you amanda <3). i need to get out of this fucking depression and bad habits so i can be truely happy without depending on other shit to mask everything. maybe now i can do that because i finally have something that makes me happy. maybe everything really will turn out fine and i'll actually be able to breathe again...just maybe :) <3