I don't know...
Yeah...I don't know. With everything going on, I'm having another fucking anxiety attack-the worst one so far. I feel so sick and I can't breathe...it hurts and I just want it to go away or to just fall asleep...just for a little while. When one thing goes right...two more go wrong. Never knowing what's real and what's not, what's going to work out or fall apart, who's going to stay or just walk away and leave...just so much more. I don't know...