May 18, 2005 19:10
Only a few more days... It's almost Graduation day... Saturday @ 6 pm it starts. We have to be there @ 5 pm. I'm so excited. Unfortunately though, I was out trying to find a graduation dress AND shoes today after school and all, and did I find anything?? Nope! I'm so picky, it's not even funny :(
I re-read my previous entry [my first entry at that] and well, I feel completely different about the situation. I'm not upset anymore. I can't even see myself crying over it ever again. That night, since I did write the entry in the morning, I found out something that made me realize that I shouldn't be crying. He didn't treat me right - just the way he handled things - and there was nothing I could do. He actually commented on my Xanga that night also, and it was basically him blaming everything on me. I replied with a letter to him - posted it on my Xanga - and this time, he commented - but - he apologized,etc. and was actually sounding so sincere. Hmm. Funny how that is.
I'm tired. I should just be working - I would at least be earning money! But yeah - I'm tired.