Apr 18, 2006 10:15
oh my god..ok i am so close to just exploding on someone..i am so frustrated and annoyed by some things..but its not a constant thing so why fuss and start shit? yeah i dont wanna..so im being quiet and keeping a safe distance from everyone so that my rath wont be on someone who doesnt deserve it. its nothing to do with brandon..not at all..we couldnt be better my personal and family life are great..it other ppl in the world that are driving me INSANE. so much that i bitch about to brandon and he's like "baby just cuss 'em out and punch 'em in the FACE!!!!" lol so im trying really hard NOT to do that lol
i can't help it..im a nice person ya know? and i get trampled and walked all over and taken advantage of..it sucks..
and i can't be mean to ppl anymore for some reason i just can't i HAVE to be nice all the time..i gotta get a GOOOOOOD reason to get an attitude with ppl now..i dont know why..maybe bc so many ppl hurt me and my feelings that i dont want to be the reason other ppl feel that way ya know??
well anyway i guess it wasnt ranting and raving more like chitting and chatting lol cuz it wasnt mean lol
so if anyone wondered why i'm kinda quiet and distant lately..thats why.
Erin