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[fallen_away_]

okay if there is anything you have wanted to say or want to say to me go ahead. comment. do it anonomously if you don't want me to know who u are, but please say anything you want. i want to hear some opinions
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hidding behind an anonymous comment, is the OLD me.

[heartofakiller_]

you lie.
a lot.
and use people.
a lot.
you say things, and deny them later.
you claim to be friends with someone & next second you are trashing them.
i dont hate you, but i hate lots of what you do.
you will say anything about anyone,as long as you have somewhere to sit at lunch.
you talk to much shit for your own good.
and i know how that is, but im actually getting better.
you flat out lied about what you said to danielle klein& Raya&Emily& all of them, but I know & katy knows the truth.
lying gets you nothing, except guilt&anxiety.
i wish you were a better friend.
you can work on it.
just dont talk shit about me & katy
and then come sit with us, like we are naive and dont know whats going on.
ehh.
im mean.
sorry.

Re: hidding behind an anonymous comment, is the OLD me.

[crazycutiechels]

Ashley deserves better than that, you seem to be looking at it from a different perspective.

She is an amazing friend and she deserves friends that treat her the same.

I know i shouldn't have butted in, but it kills me to see ashley get trashed on with all that judgmental crap...
All she ever wanted was to be ur friends.

Re: hidding behind an anonymous comment, is the OLD me.

[heartofakiller_]

i know.
i wasnt trashing her. i am upset about some of the things that she has done. she asked for my opinion and the opinion of others. and i gave that to her.
she didnt ask for opinions that were ONLY good.
or ONLY bad, she asked for opinions, and im sorry if you dont agree with them.

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[fallen_away_]

thanx chels but i did do things that hurt people. and im done with them now. it was stupid of me. i made mistakes and i cant change them but im done with lame shit like that. I love u chels thanx for sticking up for me but u dont have to i need to deal with my problems once and for all.

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[fallen_away_]

thanx for your opinion and i have done some of those things, but i would have liked it better if you had said something to me earlier. i did those things in the past and i said im done. if u dont believe what i have to say thats fine because u have a reason to not believe me.i would say im sorry but sorry doesnt cut it. i can do nothing to make it up, but ive stooped with the shit ive done. it has hurt me more then u know and i cant deal with it. it was stupid to do in the first place, but i cant change it now.

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[heartofakiller_]

the thing is ashley, you are changing and you are sorry, because you got called out on it. unfortunately you have talked a lot of shit and hurt a lot of people, myself included. If i hadnt learned what you were doing, i wouldnt have suspected it. You and i both know you put on a show like you were better than that. I have been where you have been, and i have seen what can happen when you talk shit, so yes i would probably have been more forgiving. but you DENIED it.when you were confronted, you attacked someone else. you went on like "that dumb bitch danielle klein, i dont even talk to her blahblah." and me and katy believed you, until you got caught in a lie. sometimes you have to swollow your pride and admitt you've done wrong instead of hoping the truth wont come out. im sick of being stabbed in the back by you & everyone else.

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[fallen_away_]

we have both been in this position, but i skrewed up way too many times and i can't fix it. if there was a way trust me i would have already changed everything. i was a fucking dumbass at the time and it was all out of anger.id like to be forgiven by the people i hurt, but i don't think thats going to happen.i think about what i did to people every god damn day. i can't even concentrate sometimes.i think about it in class, at home, when i go to sleep. every fucking day.even now that i admit the shit ive done in the past it still hurts me. i don't want pity because thats lame and i don't deserve it. in fact i don't deserve anything good. what i deserve right now is a fuckin good ass whoopin'.I WAS WRONG.all's i ask is did u ever think of looking it in my point of view because obviously there was some reason for it.im not saying i had an excuse because i didn't i betrayed my friends the only good thing i had. I FUCKED UP BIG TIME.

Re: hidding behind an anonymous comment, is the OLD me.

[heartofakiller_]

ashley, you are right you did fuck up.
you cant expect me to trust you.
you flat out lied and made someone look worse in the process.
i dont see how you can sit here and apologize for talking shit about people who you claimed to be your friends.
i have been nothing but kind to you & its not my fault you were angry & upset about "feeling left out" so i doint understand why you walked around talking shit.
whatever.

Re: hidding behind an anonymous comment, is the OLD me.

[xheartxbreakerx]

so did you fucking tell everyone about me and andrew or not? you seem to not have mentioned that anywhere. We havent done shit to you ash so why should we look at it from your point of view? You stabbed us in the back and for no reason besides the fact that you were "angry". Who are you, Andrew? One thing i have learned from that boy is you need to think about others when you are angry instead of trying to fuck them over. You fucked me over ash. I can never trust you with anything i tell you anymore cuz you could just turn on me if you are "angry" and i dont even know if you are or not half the time. I ask you what if wrong and you give me this bullshit answer like nothing. You felt left out one day, i have had those days ash but i didnt turn my back on the people who matter most to me.

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[fallen_away_]

um i don't think you know why i was mad. it wasn't "one day" i felt left out i didn't get angry over something that stupid. but whatever im not going to go back and forth its stupid.i admitted i did something wrong and i said the shit i did.i said i was sorry nothing can make it up.i don't expect you or anyone else to trust me. i asked for u to look at it from my point of view because u don't understand why i was angry in the first place.and about the "bullshit" answer sometimes its easier to just say nothing is wrong than to tell people your feelings.i know i shouldn't take the easy way out but i wasn't ready to talk about it.