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back in orlando.
the drive sucked.
16 hrs and i ran out of gas.
in tallahassee.
3 hrs from orlando.
no money.
i slept at a rest area
11pm-3:30 am in a jeep
till paul kemp came and
brought me gas.
paid for me to get to jacksonville
where he is staying with his father.
drove 1 hr to bring me gas.
how fucking ironic.
i hate to admit it.
but you really can be a great friend.
i wish you could be that cool everyday.
but i wont be greedy.
i'll take you as you are.
so once again thank you.
i found a house for me and daniel
to live in.
wahooo.
i get to talk to the "man" on monday
to see if we can get applications
and get approved and gets ourselves
moved in.
tomorrow i get an appt for a tour
at paul mitchel school of cosmotology.
that school is fucking awesome.
Daniel pretty much gots a job here already,
salary based, you rock the casbar.
Got a free credit report tonight.
foudn out i'm only poor
I"M NOT VERY POOR!!!
wahoo.
2 years i'll be good....
thats something long-term to look forward too!
GOt to gossip and gab with aimee last night.
thats was well missed.
we picked up right where we left off.
its been 4 weeks with no ciggs or toxins.
paul kemp tempted me and i gagged.
he actually threw his pack away.
hopefully i'll be a positive influence on more
than 1.
My older brother is living in one of my moms
properities. After getting kicked out of rehab,
my sperm doner sent him back to fl, from ca.
moms put him in one of her houses, and the dumbass
gets wasted again only after being here a month
she's giving him a month and kicking him out.
poor guy is 28 now, still acting like he's 16
dude summer break ended over a decade ago> LET IT GO
amazing how much help and opportunties people give him.
its only hurting him. give him nothing and he may have a chance.
well my journies ended, and i wind up back in orlando after all.
and its amazing to admit, i missed it. i missed the people, the
city and my family. i guess its like having it all, and
just feeling emptey. loosing faith. i guess my leaving
did prove something, it isnt about where you go, you cant
run from anything, its about how you look at it, how you
make it, its just you. I certainly like to think i've
grown up alot these last 3 months, learned a hell of alot
about life, people, and myself. I made one hell of a
life long friend.
Cant wait till you get here so we can munch out on some
saltine crackers, paint some shit for our walls,
head bang at a concert, buy some radical red couches,
and most off all i cant wait to cook some stew with
you!
i missed home.
the drive sucked.
16 hrs and i ran out of gas.
in tallahassee.
3 hrs from orlando.
no money.
i slept at a rest area
11pm-3:30 am in a jeep
till paul kemp came and
brought me gas.
paid for me to get to jacksonville
where he is staying with his father.
drove 1 hr to bring me gas.
how fucking ironic.
i hate to admit it.
but you really can be a great friend.
i wish you could be that cool everyday.
but i wont be greedy.
i'll take you as you are.
so once again thank you.
i found a house for me and daniel
to live in.
wahooo.
i get to talk to the "man" on monday
to see if we can get applications
and get approved and gets ourselves
moved in.
tomorrow i get an appt for a tour
at paul mitchel school of cosmotology.
that school is fucking awesome.
Daniel pretty much gots a job here already,
salary based, you rock the casbar.
Got a free credit report tonight.
foudn out i'm only poor
I"M NOT VERY POOR!!!
wahoo.
2 years i'll be good....
thats something long-term to look forward too!
GOt to gossip and gab with aimee last night.
thats was well missed.
we picked up right where we left off.
its been 4 weeks with no ciggs or toxins.
paul kemp tempted me and i gagged.
he actually threw his pack away.
hopefully i'll be a positive influence on more
than 1.
My older brother is living in one of my moms
properities. After getting kicked out of rehab,
my sperm doner sent him back to fl, from ca.
moms put him in one of her houses, and the dumbass
gets wasted again only after being here a month
she's giving him a month and kicking him out.
poor guy is 28 now, still acting like he's 16
dude summer break ended over a decade ago> LET IT GO
amazing how much help and opportunties people give him.
its only hurting him. give him nothing and he may have a chance.
well my journies ended, and i wind up back in orlando after all.
and its amazing to admit, i missed it. i missed the people, the
city and my family. i guess its like having it all, and
just feeling emptey. loosing faith. i guess my leaving
did prove something, it isnt about where you go, you cant
run from anything, its about how you look at it, how you
make it, its just you. I certainly like to think i've
grown up alot these last 3 months, learned a hell of alot
about life, people, and myself. I made one hell of a
life long friend.
Cant wait till you get here so we can munch out on some
saltine crackers, paint some shit for our walls,
head bang at a concert, buy some radical red couches,
and most off all i cant wait to cook some stew with
you!
i missed home.