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First line of business, Happy Holloween everyone.
Anyways I feel like shit. Emotionally of course. I wish I could feel something besides sadness and anger. I don't like feeling this way. I snap at every fucking little thing. I'm pissed off and and depressed. I want so much to be happy again. Will I ever be truly happy? I'm only 18 and more shit is bound to happen. I don't think I'm strong enough to take it. I don't know what to do anymore, and yea...
I'm so confused about this guy and I'm not used to being single and that makes it worse. I don't think the guy I like will ever go out with me. I don't need a boyfriend to be happy, I just want to have someone to hold on to and forget everything. I'm actually very independant and I don't particularly need anyone, except maybe my cousin..since she's easily my best friend.
I wish I lived alone, I think I'd prolly be alot happier.
Anyone know anyone who I can go out on a date with? I'm pretty open...