for once...
For once in my little insignificant life i would like something to go right. i guess that is asking to much. i have a car, no liscence. i have an apartment, no electricity . it sucks not knowing how im going to get to work the next day and knowing that if it remains a problem, im not gonna have a job to go to. Luke and i are currently staying at my parents house until our power gets turned on... whenever that is. i have no money. i have 3 cigarettes. this is not a good time. its one of those days that i just want to crawl into a ball on the floor and cry for hours until everything works itself out. but i guess i just have to stick it out. ever have those days where you wonder "what if??" what if i would have done something differently? i think that to myself at least once a day. well i guess lets just see what happens next. XOXO