total venting
im so fucking frustrated. i have been up for so long its not even normal. im stressing out about everything. i have to have an obscene amount of money by friday and i thank god that i have a friend that is loaning it to me. its so fucking nice of her, she totally doesnt have to at all. but she is doing it for me. im so upset, that everything is how it is right now. i wish that everything was how it was like back in september, september everything was fine. im losing my mind yet again. i cant take it. its all so much. i miss my dog, i get to have her back tonight. thats all for now. because now i get to leave work after almost 14 hours.