Ew. Donkey Shows.
You won't believe what I just realised! I am in love. And sure, I'm not exactly being loved back, but just the mere fact itself that I can admit it makes me happy. Partially because I just read this loooooooong thing of people focusing on the positive.
So I'm looking at the positive:
* I actually admit that I'm in love. I've never done that before.
* Yes, it's a bittersweet love, but since I accepted it-I can realise how horrible the situation is and move on! Which will in turn make me happier!
* Maybe since I'm becoming happier, others will see the happiness in me, and I will fall for someone who like me back!
... Okay. So that was false. I feel like I'm running on empty and I need to be refilled with some sort of fuel. I sort of feel like I'm losing things I love one by one. I'm trying to hang on. It's difficult.
Maybe I should find a happy medium between the two extremes? Well, in honor of yesterday...
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SARAH!!!!
"I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not. I'm far from lonely but it's all that I've got." Oh come on, you know you love it.=>
So I'm looking at the positive:
* I actually admit that I'm in love. I've never done that before.
* Yes, it's a bittersweet love, but since I accepted it-I can realise how horrible the situation is and move on! Which will in turn make me happier!
* Maybe since I'm becoming happier, others will see the happiness in me, and I will fall for someone who like me back!
... Okay. So that was false. I feel like I'm running on empty and I need to be refilled with some sort of fuel. I sort of feel like I'm losing things I love one by one. I'm trying to hang on. It's difficult.
Maybe I should find a happy medium between the two extremes? Well, in honor of yesterday...
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SARAH!!!!
"I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not. I'm far from lonely but it's all that I've got." Oh come on, you know you love it.=>