Leaving tomorrow...

Sep 17, 2004 14:13

My mood is weird at the moment! I'm sitting here at the computer eating my lunch - consisting of carrot, apple and cheese pieces (trying to be healthy), waiting for my boy who said he would be here after his lunch time equaling approximately an hour and a quarter ago. Wander what hes doing?!? Anyway so i leave tomorrow and i don't know quite how i feel about it. I've had an excellent time and i've been relaxing and seeing tom and all of that but i sort of want to go and i sort of don't. Its like i think this time i can be strong and not get upset and emotional and then sometimes i feel like i'm just about to burst into tears at the thought of being away from tom and my cats for more then a day let alone 10 more weeks. I'm just feeling very confused and this heat is not helping!!!

Theres not really much to update on cos i've been being boring. I've seen 3 movies while i've been up here, 2 with tom and 1 by myself. Dodgeball = dodge! Girl next door = very very good as does Catwoman. Not done all that much shopping as i didn't have a lot of money. Been catching sunsets a lot, going to the markets, getting sick and then trying to get better. I've spent a lot of time in the good old backyard pool and although i've been in the sun a fair bit the colour of my skin has changed only a miniscule amount.

I'm dreading getting on the plane tomorrow night! I hate flying. As a little kid I LOVED IT! i used to not go to the toilet all morning just so i could pee in the airplane toilet. I thought it was a great novelty. Now i think the chairs are too small and extremely uncomfortable, waits in airports bore me to tears as do the actual flights, the fact that i have to pay for food on the plan shits me and i can never sleep. Oh well, school to look forward to with all my unfinished assignments! YAY

P.S, he's still not bloody here!
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