wierded
I"m in a rather strange mood. Yesterday was my sleep day. I had a really busy week last week with lots of work and not much sleep or play....so yesterday i got home from work at 12, had some lunch and then went to bed again. By about 2 o'clock i was fast asleep and i didn't wake up again until a bit after 7. I had that feeling when you sleep through the day like its the enxt day. I woke up thinking it was sunday and was so disappointed when it wasn't. Anyhow i had some tea and had a good chat to my mum. Shes bought me a pair of shoes so appart from seeing my parents, my brother, my cats and tom i have something else to look forward to now. Can't believe its less then a week away. WOOHOO!So in the end after sleeping all day i wasn't all that tired when it came to going to bed again time so after a long chat to jo i played pacman for about an hour before i spoke to tom for like 2 and a half. I ended up getting off the phone at about quarter past 2 and it still took me a while to get to sleep. So today i walked to work (beautiful weather) and then i came home (what a life i have) and now i've done some maths project and hung my washing out and realised what a boring person i am. Anna got back from bruny a little while ago with annie and they just sort of said hello and then disappeared to annas room. It just felt wierd because they're both my friends and they just sort of excluded me but hey i guess i have to get used to that now that shes back.
See i always do this...i think i have so much stuff to post and there is all this stuff going through my head but i really am very boring. I lead the life of a boring 35 year old (who happens to go to school). School, 2 jobs, gym. Oh my god thats my whole life. I don't have time for anything else. God soon i'm going to become this social outcast workaholic person. YUCK!!!! Noone let me get like that. Stop me before i become obsessive compulsive about working. See the only way for me to stop myself thinking i'm boring and insane is to obsess over things. Tom is a good example except i'm not obsessed to the scary level don't worry people. But i've become obsessed with what i eat and keeping track of what i do each week and how many hours i work and how much money i make and what i need to spend it on! I'm a freak. I NEED A HOLIDAY!!!!!
What else? Before you all get scared of me lol. I wander if i have maths methods tomorrow? I hope i went ok in my test. It seemed not too bad but sometimes thats a bad sign. Oh well this weeks gonna go in a flash. I have to get everything organised and then i can piss off and forget about EVERYTHING! I'll miss my jojo though. I'm gonna take so many photos and buy things and get brown! Thats right i can finally get a tan!!!
Guess what! When i went to work today amali and a few of her friends were sitting outside muffin break and there was a camera guy and a sound guy with them. They're filming her around town and at school and stuff for australian idol. I wasn't jealous of her until today. She looked so gorgeous and people were coming up to her and asking for her autograph and she was loving the attention and i got sooooo jealous. Cos thats what i want so bad. But i gotta get over it and support her....i suppose, lol, i'm such a weirdo
anyways i'm gonna shut up
love you tom
*rach
See i always do this...i think i have so much stuff to post and there is all this stuff going through my head but i really am very boring. I lead the life of a boring 35 year old (who happens to go to school). School, 2 jobs, gym. Oh my god thats my whole life. I don't have time for anything else. God soon i'm going to become this social outcast workaholic person. YUCK!!!! Noone let me get like that. Stop me before i become obsessive compulsive about working. See the only way for me to stop myself thinking i'm boring and insane is to obsess over things. Tom is a good example except i'm not obsessed to the scary level don't worry people. But i've become obsessed with what i eat and keeping track of what i do each week and how many hours i work and how much money i make and what i need to spend it on! I'm a freak. I NEED A HOLIDAY!!!!!
What else? Before you all get scared of me lol. I wander if i have maths methods tomorrow? I hope i went ok in my test. It seemed not too bad but sometimes thats a bad sign. Oh well this weeks gonna go in a flash. I have to get everything organised and then i can piss off and forget about EVERYTHING! I'll miss my jojo though. I'm gonna take so many photos and buy things and get brown! Thats right i can finally get a tan!!!
Guess what! When i went to work today amali and a few of her friends were sitting outside muffin break and there was a camera guy and a sound guy with them. They're filming her around town and at school and stuff for australian idol. I wasn't jealous of her until today. She looked so gorgeous and people were coming up to her and asking for her autograph and she was loving the attention and i got sooooo jealous. Cos thats what i want so bad. But i gotta get over it and support her....i suppose, lol, i'm such a weirdo
anyways i'm gonna shut up
love you tom
*rach