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Well today was definatley a bad day and I'm not going to talk about it on here cause its really no ones business :-\
Im so stupid..I'm changing..definatley. I'm going back to the way I was. I'm not drinking smoking stealing or ever having sex again. Well I'm sure I'll have sex again but not anytime soon! lol. I hate who i've become..seriously. My parents hate me, and I hate me. I'm no good anymore at ALL. I definatley need a serious change and it's going to happen and I'm gunna start at church camp monday cause thats gunna be the easiest. Well..I'm throwing out all my cigarettes tomorrow definatley cause I hate that shit I'm done. Ive learned my lesson.
So me and tav have been getting close latley and Im really glad. I love that girl so much! =) I have a lot of fun with her and well in the past week we've been through so much expecially today and I feel bad. =( Shes really a great friend though and she makes me feel good about myself cause some of my friends just put me down all the time :-\ So tav if you read this I love you! =) Im really glad we're getting close againnn and your definatley still my soul sister for lifeeeeee! :-D And when I get ungrounded this summer is gunna be AMAZING! =)
Me n phil talked for like a long time compared to what we have latley. It was nice. We didnt talk about us being together or anything it was just us talking about a little bit of everything and it was really nice. =) it made me really happy.
anyways...BeddDDDDDD time. <3
Im so stupid..I'm changing..definatley. I'm going back to the way I was. I'm not drinking smoking stealing or ever having sex again. Well I'm sure I'll have sex again but not anytime soon! lol. I hate who i've become..seriously. My parents hate me, and I hate me. I'm no good anymore at ALL. I definatley need a serious change and it's going to happen and I'm gunna start at church camp monday cause thats gunna be the easiest. Well..I'm throwing out all my cigarettes tomorrow definatley cause I hate that shit I'm done. Ive learned my lesson.
So me and tav have been getting close latley and Im really glad. I love that girl so much! =) I have a lot of fun with her and well in the past week we've been through so much expecially today and I feel bad. =( Shes really a great friend though and she makes me feel good about myself cause some of my friends just put me down all the time :-\ So tav if you read this I love you! =) Im really glad we're getting close againnn and your definatley still my soul sister for lifeeeeee! :-D And when I get ungrounded this summer is gunna be AMAZING! =)
Me n phil talked for like a long time compared to what we have latley. It was nice. We didnt talk about us being together or anything it was just us talking about a little bit of everything and it was really nice. =) it made me really happy.
anyways...BeddDDDDDD time. <3